When I’m Hurt

When I’m hurt. . .
I’m..hot. . .
I’m lost…
In thoughts…
Every hair strand on my body gets dreadlocked…
My brain like two threads deadlocked…
The realities leaves me shell-shocked. . .

When I’m hurt, I dont cry. . .
I wear a big smile with mediterranean water dripping from my eyes
Thats how I feel. . .thats the price
I pay when you say the truth by telling me lies

When I’m hurt is when I love
And it seems to you a stone-cold bluff
When will my best ever be enough
Cos pleasing you seems pretty tough. . .

When I’m hurt. . .

Sadness clouds my thoughts cos of you…
And rains into my existence a heartful avarar of you
Priceless as the unobtanium* on Pandora, no lie..its true
Oh gosh.. .where is mother “Eywa“*…I desire to be one of you. .

When I’m hurt…

I struggle between the strong wave and tide of my tears
Searching for how best to express my fears
While you busy playing tiers*
At this point your laughter sounds so fierce. .

When I’m hurt..

I know its a test
Cos I still keep treasures in my chest
If an eagle makes Kehlsteinhaus* its nest
Then surely, in Allah will my heart will find rest

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unobtanium:  precious mineral found in Pandoria talked about in the movie Avatar
Pandora:  A  lush, Earth-like moon with an atmosphere poisonous to humans in the Alpha Centauri star system (Avatar movie)
Eywa:  The mother goddess worshiped by the Navis (Avatar Movie)
Tiers: or  Ultra Checkers, is a complex variant of checkers that allows players to upgrade their pieces beyond kings
Kehlsteinhaus : in English-speaking countries also known as the Eagle’s Nest